#005
Anyways last post was to talk about the following.
Very confused noises regarding fannish behaviors of fictional character towards other fictional characters; discussion of sexuality
I seriously think I need to update Keima's character profile. He's such a HUGE of fan of Eiden and Yakumo's dynamic from Nu:Carnival. And femboys in general. Dang.
Keima is such a weird character to describe in terms of sexual preferences because he has such a huge issue with the nebulous concept of wahmahn that the lenses he uses to view the world is so narrow that he ends up viewing everything through this males-only lenses which inevitably includes attraction but he's... he doesn't really experience sexual attraction. He likes fictional femboys because they remind him of his partner and it gives him ideas to get freaky in bed (oh my god that was a sentence I wrote (⁄⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄⁄)—seriously need to write more porn what is wrong with me). So yeah to irl femboys he probably gets icked out because of the whole internalized homophobia thing. He's also just... not attracted to people in like a physical way??? Like he is to... more brawny bodies??? Like, he wouldn't compliment someone's way of dressing/physical quality unless it was like—wait I'm phrasing this inaccurately. It's more like what catches his eye out in the street is more like, coolness. Masculine stuff. Not really related to someone's gender.
What was I talking about again???? Yeah I think his attachment to this particular fictional gay pairing threw me for a loop a bit. He's very much in the aroace spectrum and enjoys anything that reminds him of his partner (mostly femboys). Guess that's why he calls himself Kiyosexual haha. Even if that's not accurate either.